Just did some minor revamp due to my laziness... Wanted to do a purely html coding revamp but guessed i'm just too lazy or its due to my new semester had just begun 2 days ago (such a good reason rite?). Previous semester's grade is ok, not great mainly caused i targeted slightly higher. Grade for thesis 1 isn't out, hopefully it will be released somewhere next week according to some admin staff.
Wishing everyone to have a nice semester ahead and good luck to all. ;)
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
Time to Revamp!!
I guess I will start blogging again after all these lazy time. But before that, i will try to revamp the outlook of my blog first haha, the page design is kinda ugly *puts the blame on blogspot for not having cool functions like wretch did which causes me to feel lazy updating this blog =x.
Check it out later, and hasta la vista.
Check it out later, and hasta la vista.
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Tagged...
by Lee Susu, i mean Cheryl Lee
Here's the direction:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
1. I always love adventures, which explains why I like to travel around and experience new stuffs (didnt have the chance to travel that much though :().
2. Its a rare case for guys, but hey, orange is my favorite color ;)
3. Loves spending time on my own. I always like to go to mall or movies alone.
4. Always have a rumoured gf ever since i started studying in HELP. But i do fall for one, only ONE so far. As for the rest, its only what you think :(
5. I love gaming... Its in me and part of me. Almost 70% of what I know, English included were learnt from various games.
6. I'm super lucky with gambling. 2 wins out of 4 bets in Magnum/Toto, winning money every CNY cept one year and claiming a 4:1 win ratio over Uncle Lim hehe. Either lady luck must've really love me or I've done multiple good deeds in the past *shiok sendiri*
7. Is definately one of the laziest person u've ever known. Those that knows me well understand this lol.
8. Loves materials that requires myself to use deeper level of cognitive processing. <3 Kindaichi comics...
9. Is definately one hell of a cocky bastard if u dunno me at first. Cos i won't take the initiative to say hi to u, or maybe just give u a cold response even if u say hi first.
10. Most of my closer friends are females. *wink wink*
11. Loves Foodsssssssssss (see how many Ss i put? that shows how much i love foods :().....
12. A big fan of Arsenal football club.
13. Admires people who is capable of looking things at many different perspectives (in an intelligent manner of cos).
14. The kind of people you will call Jack of all Trade, master of none cos I don't specialize in things that I know *except for gaming!*.
15. I have deep curiousity and tend to find out the reason behind *something*.
16. Always uses my intuition and deduction reasoning when making decisions. Not so much of a stats or detailed person.
Phew, finally... now lets see who i wanna choose to be the next 5 victims ngiak ngiak ngiak...
Catherine: didn't really see u write much about urself.
Hui Ling: ppl often misunderstand u at first, so its a good chance to clear their doubts? :P
Jan-E: Just wish to hear from this old friend ;)
Ling Chih: been quite awhile since last heard from you. take this as a chance to update me about urself lol.
Mei Sim: dont think i ever see u blogged in English before. give you the chance to do it now so fast fast thank me k? :P
Here's the direction:
Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you. At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
1. I always love adventures, which explains why I like to travel around and experience new stuffs (didnt have the chance to travel that much though :().
2. Its a rare case for guys, but hey, orange is my favorite color ;)
3. Loves spending time on my own. I always like to go to mall or movies alone.
4. Always have a rumoured gf ever since i started studying in HELP. But i do fall for one, only ONE so far. As for the rest, its only what you think :(
5. I love gaming... Its in me and part of me. Almost 70% of what I know, English included were learnt from various games.
6. I'm super lucky with gambling. 2 wins out of 4 bets in Magnum/Toto, winning money every CNY cept one year and claiming a 4:1 win ratio over Uncle Lim hehe. Either lady luck must've really love me or I've done multiple good deeds in the past *shiok sendiri*
7. Is definately one of the laziest person u've ever known. Those that knows me well understand this lol.
8. Loves materials that requires myself to use deeper level of cognitive processing. <3 Kindaichi comics...
9. Is definately one hell of a cocky bastard if u dunno me at first. Cos i won't take the initiative to say hi to u, or maybe just give u a cold response even if u say hi first.
10. Most of my closer friends are females. *wink wink*
11. Loves Foodsssssssssss (see how many Ss i put? that shows how much i love foods :().....
12. A big fan of Arsenal football club.
13. Admires people who is capable of looking things at many different perspectives (in an intelligent manner of cos).
14. The kind of people you will call Jack of all Trade, master of none cos I don't specialize in things that I know *except for gaming!*.
15. I have deep curiousity and tend to find out the reason behind *something*.
16. Always uses my intuition and deduction reasoning when making decisions. Not so much of a stats or detailed person.
Phew, finally... now lets see who i wanna choose to be the next 5 victims ngiak ngiak ngiak...
Catherine: didn't really see u write much about urself.
Hui Ling: ppl often misunderstand u at first, so its a good chance to clear their doubts? :P
Jan-E: Just wish to hear from this old friend ;)
Ling Chih: been quite awhile since last heard from you. take this as a chance to update me about urself lol.
Mei Sim: dont think i ever see u blogged in English before. give you the chance to do it now so fast fast thank me k? :P
ReBlogging?
It’s been quite awhile since I last updated this baby. Guess I was too busy, lazy or even forgotten that I’ve this blog? Heh, it doesn’t matter anyway. Was very glad that my 1st semester in year 3 is finally over. 6 subjects together with your other life thingy is indeed no joke and guess I gotta pray to god that I’m still in one piece hehe. But college is reopening soon, too soon cos time passes by so fast… if anyone knows a timekeeper, pls let him/her know that he/she will have a loyal customer in me… want to buy time!!!
Lots of freaking things take place in the past few months, but I guess those events were necessary to help me to grow? Maybe yes, maybe no, only time will tell. But a new semester is beginning soon, a rather busy one again cos I will be taking 4 subjects since some were only offered this semester. All the best to everyone, see you guys soon ;)
Lots of freaking things take place in the past few months, but I guess those events were necessary to help me to grow? Maybe yes, maybe no, only time will tell. But a new semester is beginning soon, a rather busy one again cos I will be taking 4 subjects since some were only offered this semester. All the best to everyone, see you guys soon ;)
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
Story of the sea...
This story begins long before man develop airplanes. Anna and Eva are the best of friends. Both of them have the same dream, to become the world's first explorer to go around the world in a ship. Upon reaching 30, both of them set sailed (don't ask me where they get the ship and skill, that's not the main purpose of the story) together with their ship, Happy Ever, hoping to achieve their childhood dream together.
And so 5 years have passed. They have brave countless waves, whirpool and sea storms, and travelled to various countries and continents and meeting up with countless people in the process. They're very near in achieving their goals, and after all these years, had finally arrived in a country called Poland, best known for having the best shipwrights (in case you dunno, its carpenter that repairs or build ships) in the world. Happy Ever is quite worn out after all these years as there was no major repair being done on the ship all these while, and thus Anna and Eva thought it would be a good idea to find some shipwrights to do a throughly inspection on their ship's condition.
After a careful evaluation, they were told that Happy Ever can no longer be repaired, as its keel (the main structure at the bottom of every ship) is spoilt, thus making any repair deemed meaningless. Anna and Eva feels very reluctant since they have developed a very strong bond with Happy Ever after all these years of travelling together, persuaded the shipwright to try his best to repair the ship since both explorers had nearly completed their goal and would like to accomplish it together with Happy Ever.
The shipwright explained that despite the ship seems fine on the outside, yet the wear and tear on the main structure unseen to them is already beyond repair. He even advised both explorers to get a new ship for safety purposes.
Anna and Eva sat down at a nearby tavern to discuss the situation, and Anna favoring getting a new ship while Eva persists to continuing travelling with Happy Ever. Eva said that, even though Happy Ever is just a ship, yet they have travelled together and encountered various situation all these while and they shouldn't abandon the ship when they nearly reached their goal. Both friends ended up arguing and trying to send each other's message across, but it only ended up in greater arguement.
Both friends departed their way, with Anna getting a new ship while Eva is asking her crewman to repair Happy Ever. 2 weeks later, both friends travelled separately for the first time, and Anna reached her final destination 6 months later. She tried to seek information about Eva but didn't find any, and 1 month later she saw in newspaper that Happy Ever had been swept over by a strong tidal wave while the fate of all crews were unknown.
I guess I'm more of the Eva character all these while, not able to let go things that I treasured in the past, and thus didn't really end up "that well" in some sense (don't ask me, i dunno haha). Guess it's time to take up the Anna character for now.
And so 5 years have passed. They have brave countless waves, whirpool and sea storms, and travelled to various countries and continents and meeting up with countless people in the process. They're very near in achieving their goals, and after all these years, had finally arrived in a country called Poland, best known for having the best shipwrights (in case you dunno, its carpenter that repairs or build ships) in the world. Happy Ever is quite worn out after all these years as there was no major repair being done on the ship all these while, and thus Anna and Eva thought it would be a good idea to find some shipwrights to do a throughly inspection on their ship's condition.
After a careful evaluation, they were told that Happy Ever can no longer be repaired, as its keel (the main structure at the bottom of every ship) is spoilt, thus making any repair deemed meaningless. Anna and Eva feels very reluctant since they have developed a very strong bond with Happy Ever after all these years of travelling together, persuaded the shipwright to try his best to repair the ship since both explorers had nearly completed their goal and would like to accomplish it together with Happy Ever.
The shipwright explained that despite the ship seems fine on the outside, yet the wear and tear on the main structure unseen to them is already beyond repair. He even advised both explorers to get a new ship for safety purposes.
Anna and Eva sat down at a nearby tavern to discuss the situation, and Anna favoring getting a new ship while Eva persists to continuing travelling with Happy Ever. Eva said that, even though Happy Ever is just a ship, yet they have travelled together and encountered various situation all these while and they shouldn't abandon the ship when they nearly reached their goal. Both friends ended up arguing and trying to send each other's message across, but it only ended up in greater arguement.
Both friends departed their way, with Anna getting a new ship while Eva is asking her crewman to repair Happy Ever. 2 weeks later, both friends travelled separately for the first time, and Anna reached her final destination 6 months later. She tried to seek information about Eva but didn't find any, and 1 month later she saw in newspaper that Happy Ever had been swept over by a strong tidal wave while the fate of all crews were unknown.
I guess I'm more of the Eva character all these while, not able to let go things that I treasured in the past, and thus didn't really end up "that well" in some sense (don't ask me, i dunno haha). Guess it's time to take up the Anna character for now.
Friday, February 6, 2009
Current Life and Memories...
Life had been a hectic one for me in the past 1 month. Works seemed to be endless, they keep pilling up more and more and I guess I kinda lost my life; many nights without good rest, many hours facing the comp, and there's only work and more work in my brain. Sigh... I guess such life won't stop till the end of this semester since assignments are pilling up for now, not to mention mid-terms are coming.
I didn't feel pressured all these while, but I believed subconsciously I do feel the pressure cos there are times where my mind only think about my work. So much so that sometimes i wake up on my own even when i just had 3-4 hours of sleep. Lack of rest can make a grumpy person, plus the fact that there was one recent event that really gives me a big impact... my ex's dad had just passed away last month when she just recovered from her depression... Sigh...
Whenever I think back of her history of depression, I do feel afraid maybe cos I'm a psychology student myself and I know pretty well how a depress person will think and act. And ya, I do blame myself heavily for being part of the cause of her depression every now and then, mainly because I wasn't there for her when she needs me, and worst still, I didn't even know she had depression till it got pretty serious! Such a lousy bf rite? I guess part of me can't really forgive myself for partially contributing such sickness to her especially now after knowing her dad's news... There is no way I can help her for now cos... I guess she would like to keep a distant between us which is understandable... Sigh, all i can do is to pray she will be fine, and trust her that she will be able to take good care of herself.
I hardly talk about my real feelings to people, dun ask me why. People always see me as a jovial person, and jovial is indeed my nature. Yet there are times when I do feel kinda demotivated due to the lousy ways I handled some of my things. I once told a friend how to let go, but I guess I'm heavily imprisoned by some of my past. Overly strong principles, stubbornness, and some stupid schemas were what the past had shaped me. As much as I tried to change, yet this 'Lucifer' in me will just pop out whenever I start to lose myself sometimes.
Last month I had a very silly heated arguement with my pet sis over some small matter, cos of this. This week again, I had a very big misunderstanding with a close friend of mine due to some of my stupid action due to my principles again. As much as I tried to control, it seemed that there are times where I will just revert back to my old-self without me knowing it consciously. It sux, really sux cos I guess I might have lost 2 very good friends in the period of one month.
I'm not sure if I can remedized the situation, nor I'm not sure if we will still be as close as in the past, but one thing for sure is I would really need to learn to let go my past and memories. Wish me all the best...
I didn't feel pressured all these while, but I believed subconsciously I do feel the pressure cos there are times where my mind only think about my work. So much so that sometimes i wake up on my own even when i just had 3-4 hours of sleep. Lack of rest can make a grumpy person, plus the fact that there was one recent event that really gives me a big impact... my ex's dad had just passed away last month when she just recovered from her depression... Sigh...
Whenever I think back of her history of depression, I do feel afraid maybe cos I'm a psychology student myself and I know pretty well how a depress person will think and act. And ya, I do blame myself heavily for being part of the cause of her depression every now and then, mainly because I wasn't there for her when she needs me, and worst still, I didn't even know she had depression till it got pretty serious! Such a lousy bf rite? I guess part of me can't really forgive myself for partially contributing such sickness to her especially now after knowing her dad's news... There is no way I can help her for now cos... I guess she would like to keep a distant between us which is understandable... Sigh, all i can do is to pray she will be fine, and trust her that she will be able to take good care of herself.
I hardly talk about my real feelings to people, dun ask me why. People always see me as a jovial person, and jovial is indeed my nature. Yet there are times when I do feel kinda demotivated due to the lousy ways I handled some of my things. I once told a friend how to let go, but I guess I'm heavily imprisoned by some of my past. Overly strong principles, stubbornness, and some stupid schemas were what the past had shaped me. As much as I tried to change, yet this 'Lucifer' in me will just pop out whenever I start to lose myself sometimes.
Last month I had a very silly heated arguement with my pet sis over some small matter, cos of this. This week again, I had a very big misunderstanding with a close friend of mine due to some of my stupid action due to my principles again. As much as I tried to control, it seemed that there are times where I will just revert back to my old-self without me knowing it consciously. It sux, really sux cos I guess I might have lost 2 very good friends in the period of one month.
I'm not sure if I can remedized the situation, nor I'm not sure if we will still be as close as in the past, but one thing for sure is I would really need to learn to let go my past and memories. Wish me all the best...
Monday, January 12, 2009
Four Letter Word... "SIGH"
I sigh cos how things are so unfair for you...
I sigh at the chain events that keep befalling into a person that don't deserve all such shits...
I sigh cos I can't do anything at all to help your current situation...
I sigh cos I was partly the reason you got your sickness in the past...
I sigh cos I didn't do enough for you in the past...
I sigh...
How cruel can life be? Why must a nice person like you kept experiencing shitty life events. Why? I really can't understand...
Is cruelty such an important essence in life? It could be true to some extend, but how cruel when bad things keep happened on someone that doesn't deserve it? Is this the way of the world? I really can't understand...
I wish there are things that I can do to help your situation, but I really dunno what I can do except sending you regards and asking those I knew to look after you. I wished I can do more, as a close friend, to share some of your burden. I heard you're strong, but please don't try too hard to be strong k?
I really wish to know your situation and hope things are better for you and your family. Lemme know if there is anything I can do for you...
I sigh at the chain events that keep befalling into a person that don't deserve all such shits...
I sigh cos I can't do anything at all to help your current situation...
I sigh cos I was partly the reason you got your sickness in the past...
I sigh cos I didn't do enough for you in the past...
I sigh...
How cruel can life be? Why must a nice person like you kept experiencing shitty life events. Why? I really can't understand...
Is cruelty such an important essence in life? It could be true to some extend, but how cruel when bad things keep happened on someone that doesn't deserve it? Is this the way of the world? I really can't understand...
I wish there are things that I can do to help your situation, but I really dunno what I can do except sending you regards and asking those I knew to look after you. I wished I can do more, as a close friend, to share some of your burden. I heard you're strong, but please don't try too hard to be strong k?
I really wish to know your situation and hope things are better for you and your family. Lemme know if there is anything I can do for you...
Saturday, January 10, 2009
What Lies Ahead?
Another year had passed, and a new one had begun. This means that I'm another year older (duh). Meh, not as though I'm concerned about age, I guess that's something we guys can hoo haa and shout about (sorry girls).
Finally in my final year of my degree course, the weird thing is I'm still not exhausted after these few years of studying. Reason? Cos I hate to study since... sec school? But glad I still didn't lose the passion for psychology hehe, if not sure fail like crazy.
I would always like to do something memorable and extraordinary once in awhile, and guess this will be the year I'll try something new. To catch up with life while learning along the journey and those around me.
Happy New Year to everyone btw.
Finally in my final year of my degree course, the weird thing is I'm still not exhausted after these few years of studying. Reason? Cos I hate to study since... sec school? But glad I still didn't lose the passion for psychology hehe, if not sure fail like crazy.
I would always like to do something memorable and extraordinary once in awhile, and guess this will be the year I'll try something new. To catch up with life while learning along the journey and those around me.
Happy New Year to everyone btw.
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